Sunday, October 31, 2004'♥
`--_.onli.lonely._--`
`_.+.sometyms.i.wished.i.were.little.again.+._`
Zombie@10/31/2004 02:16:00 PM
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yawnzz juz wake up
feeling beta liaoz..miracle siaz..
last nite cough n flu lyk hell.den puke puke puke.eeeks.
n'wae yups din go sentosa ytd.
met jacko for breakfast ytd.heehee my biiiggg breakfaaast.
den go walk walk n slack slack ard.
met up wif ah ger n tt toopid idiot boon long.
alwaz col mi tortise.kns.-humph-
bought ivy's pressie.lyk it alot siaz..but no money buy 4 myself.
ok den mit my mother go buy things.hahaz gud arz.can save lotsa $$.
den be her maria lor.carry groceries home.-faints-
bought e liang cha 4 throat de.drank e whole bottle down 1 shot.
damn it.bitter siaz.but i dun gif a damn.so long s it cures.
den meet eric slack at sg post.
haha i walk behind him up n down but juz din realise is him.
coz i 4got he already cut his hair leee...botakkk...-opss-
i prefer his old kawaaiii hairr.mizz tat hair of his.
ok...den tok cock n slack ard till 10 plus?
went down 2 bdk 2 mit jacko.
wah kao...i nearly died in e fcuking bus.
those malays came up from geylang serai damn fcuking smelly n BIG size
suffocating mi all e while.farkers.im already lyk not feeling well.
nearly gonna puke.but manage to control.
fuck them to hell man.cheebaai.
smelly babis...irritating freak!
k im so hungrry now.feel lyk taking mc tmr nehx...
*shrugz* c how ba.
Zombie@10/31/2004 01:19:00 PM
Saturday, October 30, 2004'♥
suppose 2 go sentosa today
but dunch tink can make it
feeling worst now.very nan shou all over.
slept frm 3 plus ytd afternoon till 7 plus tis morn.
haaz...din eat anitink till now.yawnz...but i still wan to n feel lyk gg sentosa.
humph...mayb ltr meeting ah ger go get ivy's present.
dono la.c how.feel so weak all over.dono can go out not.
head spinning lyk hell.im so bored.
hate 2 fall sick.
Zombie@10/30/2004 08:41:00 AM
Saturday, October 23, 2004'♥
played bball & frisbie during s.w todae..full o craps siaz
mi n liyi were lyk counting 2 ourself how mani tyms derrick saes cheebai when he play bball
haha den ya kinda bored siaz..den 1 o dem suggested playing frisbie
n i realise how fast f.m can rly run n how well derrick can 'dive'
so is gud 2 b in e same team wif them.lolz.
yeah man.den liyi is e 'goal-keeper' den i juz run here n dere catching e tink
hee..very fun.hur hur.but tym is kinda short for tat game yeah.
yupps went to mit ah ger at inter mac bout 8 plus
slack slack waited for e asshole boon long 2 come
he'sa damn sicko.went home juz 2 catch tat 1/2 hr sg idol den come dwn agn
den he entertain us lyk hell.he's NUTS i swear.make us luff lyk dono wart.
kip bickering wid him till ivy come.
den uh-oh...got ivy s his partner even worst!
they make those stupid sound s if they were making love den laughed so loud!
even in e cinema can...wth.*hide*
watched e grudge.fcuking stupid.not scary n dere's no ending even!
den halfwae thru mi ivy n boon long went out 2 smoke.
went into tis emergency staircase den realise we r trapped.
wahhahaha can go in but cnt go out!!!!!
den gotta go down 2 e 3rd level den go up agn.wahhaha.bloody dumb can!
though lotsa tyms mi n ah ger rly wish 2 dig a hole n hide ourselves
but its real entertaining throughout.laugh till i stomach pain pain.
since a long long tym since i enjoyed so much till my stomach starts 2 ache.
haha...its been raining n raining n raining e whole nite.so cold.*brr*
oh n'wae juz updated some new pics so take alook if u miz mi yeah.
juz my friends n not 2 unwelcome passerbys n freaks.
alrite..wana go rest le..nitey nitey nites...muackies.
im still tinking of u..mizing u 2 bits..
Zombie@10/23/2004 02:33:00 AM
Sunday, October 17, 2004'♥
meet ivy at tamp 2dae..go eat
tat bloody idiot.ownself dun wana go salon den come n sae mi..argh~!
humph she rly damn ass lor.make mi her setting model.
fuck man.i look lyk dono from which part of earth de lao ah ma can!
cheebai...so freaking ugly till i dunch even dare 2 look into e mirror.
damn pek cek dere man.lucky i got baq my str8 hair.
den went bdk meet her lover den go eat agn den went dwn ecp slack.
2dae both of us damn broke man.so poor tink sia.
i hate it.arghhhhhhhhhhhhh.when will i eva b rich.
crap n laugh till my battery damn flat now.
so tired.yawnsss.tmr got sch agn.sigh.
Zombie@10/17/2004 11:33:00 PM
Saturday, October 16, 2004'♥
went r.c support e bball final today
bishan din win.but can c they tried their best.
fucking tamp ite r nth but losers even though they win.
play till so violent n chou.knn.freaks.
full of butches butches n butches.nth but uncivilised barbarian butches.
YUCKS.felt so disgusted.eeeeeeeeeeeeeees.wateva.
slack my lyf awae at parkwae today
yawns.mit up wif jacko.
den saw han n cuifen den waited 4 mag n nana to join us.
kip having gastric lately.
tis afternoon my gastric nearly killed me.
pain till lyk felt soo damn weak.
very xinku.can faint.
yawnz.now having gastric agn.
very very very pain.so weak now.
suffering in pain...
i miss u...=(
Zombie@10/16/2004 03:01:00 AM
Thursday, October 14, 2004'♥
was rather pissed off 2dae.
hate ppl giving attitudes.knn.
but 4get it.not e 1st time.nvm.
n i dun lyk ppl 2 pester mi or irritate mi.
it makes mi damn fuck up n giving mi a chance to flare up!
hate liars n esp tose who find all sorts o fucking excuses aft lying.
its getting on my nerves.i swear it is.
went to meet ah ger at tamp.
waited for ivy for soo long.till all e shops oso close liao.
haha..suppose 2 go down teo heng wif them.
but lyk so late liao.tmr gota wake up at 6 for sch.
so guai kia mi jiu go home n here i am.blogging.hehz.
so sian.tmr got no p.e!!! YEAH MAN!!!!!!!!!!
haha but i heard most prob gotta go down to r.c (regional campus) to support gers bball final
hehehe...abit e bo liao rite.but nvm.no nid to haf lessons.
alrite...b baq soon.yawnnns.
Zombie@10/14/2004 11:42:00 PM
Wednesday, October 13, 2004'♥
been some time since i blogged
was rather busy over e weekend
having fun n rushing thru all e stupid projects n tests.
hehz.presentation finally ova.it sucked.
was so damn nervous till i go crush e bloody paper im holding while presenting.
so paisae!hehz.nvm.at least im done wif it n i carn b bothered how well ive done.
carn skip sch animore..coz debar leta gonna b out.
deb n cindy they all received e warning leta liao.but i nv receive.
den is lyk im so worried if i will kana debar.arghh.
wateva...carn rly b bothered wif it.fuck it man.
seriously lack of sleep man.keep falling into deep sleeps in class.
-ops- hehz. but nvm nvm.shall buck up soon ba.=x
now waiting for mellinsa col...meeting them.
dono if still gg teo heng nort.yawns.coz ivy carn meet us so early.
sian.been thinking of him for the past few daes.
but i nv regret e decision tat i've made.
aft listening 2 wat ivy sae n all e encouragement tat wans mi 2 open up my hart.
i still dunch haf e courage 2 express how much i feel for him.
my self esteem is too low.n i dunch haf ani single bit of courage left.
i fear of being hurt agn.my hart's dead.
juz miss him so badly.
Zombie@10/13/2004 04:38:00 PM
Saturday, October 09, 2004'♥
pei mellinsa go dye her hair at ivy's salon
wah kaoz.waited so damn freaking long can.
till lyk abt 12?*pengz*
haha her hair colour...erm...shall not comment much.
but i prefer her old colour.
took cab down 2 tamp mit jacko n melvin n company.
sickening.having gastric siaz.so hungry.but nth 2 eat liao.
slack dere...yawns...till 3 plus.den ya juz rch home.
haikz.dunch understand y guys nowadaes r such bastards.
make me lose all damn trust in them.
they juz got their waes 2 make u fall 4 them when in e very first plc u dunch even lyk them.
den aft tat they juz disappear lyk nobody biz.
n e best tink is tat they r such wonderful liars.
not toking abt myself but in general.
all tose fucking tinks tat haf been happening 2 ppl ard mi lately
fucking piece of shit.gers r not born 4 u guys 2 play ard wif
pls kindly show us some respect.if u r desperate 4 a ger without commitments
pls go 2 geylang or mayb worst come 2 worst 2 changi.
wateva.u guys r juz piece of shit.damn mother fucker.
haik.feeling not v gud now.=(
Zombie@10/09/2004 03:11:00 AM
Wednesday, October 06, 2004'♥
nearly late 4 sch 2dae
but carn skip le.so took cab dere.juz in tym.
2dae was kinda fun.
helped shisi get tat wei xiang no.haha.
was in e real cranky mood so tats y i buey paisae.
s usual disturbing ppl.lol.
aft lunch lessons damn slack.both teacher not here.
end up taking pic outside.lol.=p
went kallang mit bugs in e evening.yawns.
stupid hell so mani mosquitoes.
wah laoooo...kana bitten.so itchy cant stop scratching~!
arhhhhhhh...den he got c.s match so went his hse pei him.
i nearly doze off siaz.coz e bed too comfortable liao.lols.
suppose to mit ivy n mel aft tat.
but kinda late le.n veh tired.
sorri gurls.mit u guys another dae yup.
yawns....tired sehz...
Zombie@10/06/2004 01:09:00 AM
Monday, October 04, 2004'♥
a damn boring dae
woke up wif a bad tummy ache
sho..er..din go sch agn.
went 2 eat big breakfast wid mark.=x
den went home n change n mit ivy.
accompany her go take ic.
den went 2 mit fengming.
he bring mi go bugis eat beancurd n drink soya bean.
haha.faints.he treats.gud ar.
haha..go play arcarde aft tat while waiting 4 kelvin 2 come down
haha he wan teach mi muey thai!!!!!! *jump jump*
actually wana teach juz now.but carn!coz i wearing jeans.heh.so other dae.
he so poor tink.tis is e 1st tym i saw him aft his op.
tt dae suppose 2 mit him but last min he muz go hospital.
so shock 2 c his hair cut till lyk juz come out from jail.
den behind paste tis big thingy on his wound.can c abit o scar. *scary*
boi...beta take care of urself k.wait till ur wound recover le den pei u go drink k.
went down to p.s.
agn nth 2 do.so go play games 2 kill tym.
sigh...lyf's getting boring.
feel so bored.duno y i feel so so down 2dae s well.
lotsa tinks running thru my mind.
haikz.wat e fuck.
Zombie@10/04/2004 10:40:00 PM
Sunday, October 03, 2004'♥
slack e whole dae at home.
so damn boring siaz..bored till i wan go bersak liaoz.
met ivy aft her work at tamp.
hehes..e tym tat she reached here is when i juz finish bathing.
muahahaz.bleahz.=p
k mit up wid her.den tok abit o serious stuffs.
hehz kinda shock tat she told mi abt tt tink.-u noe i noe-
den tok abt my stupid stuffs.haik.
mayb wat u sae r rite.but still i tink is beta 2 go against my hart.
carn afford ani hurt animore.sigh.
den we start our nonsence agn.wahahaha.
she scream n make all kinda sounds dere.wah lao.*paisae*
den i walk far far...wahaha.bth.
both on hyper mood 2dae.lately we lyk all very siao siao n 38 siaz.
good man.entertainment.haha.no nida tink so much o tose unhappi stuffs.
sisters rock my world!muacks!
haikz...im missing him badly.
but im not gonna msg or col him.gonna wait 4 his msg-es instead.
=( i dunch feel gud lying tat ive got no interest in u at all.
but i juz carn bring myself 2 believe wat guys sae animore.
n i juz couldnt believe wat u sae r true.coz i doubt they r.
Zombie@10/03/2004 11:59:00 PM
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juz reached home..feeling so damn awake now.
carn get 2 sleep so shall bloggg.muahahaz.
went tanjong rhu meet bugs den went down suntec.
go makan..haha he's so poor tink.
sneeze n sneeze till his face all go red.wahaha.=x
went 2 p.s after eating den meet mellinsa oso.
dono y hor..she ar..become more n more 38.
haha..cute siaz she.sae bugs live in kumpong
lolz..2dae she so hyper.
k den waited 4 ivy 2 come..den go down m.s
another mad woman.screamed n screamed outside dohby ghaut mrt
den we act lyk we dono her den i walk very fast wana sit at another side
n wat e fark..i din noe tt seat so wet n dirty i go sit down can!
cheebai siaz...my clothes kana stained.arghhhhhh
mit up wid kris,maine,bird,her stead,kaili,lingwei n 3 more of their friends
but 2 bad ivy dunch haf ic so carn get into 3...
so mi ivy mel,lingwei,bugs n his friends go rush
kns so damn farking packed.
lingwei n ivy kip imitate those fucking FAT bitches dance.hahaha.
joke o the dae sia.lyk eeeew they tink they so sexy n they tink they dance so nice.fat asses!!!
realli enjoyed 2dae.though im so damn tired juz now.till my eyes so pain n teary.
haha thanks mark 4 coming 2 fetch mi n ivy home.
kip wanting 2 sleep but now..here i am feeling so awake agn.
wth siaz.haha.kns.im sooooooooooo boooored.
//.y.m.i.searching.4.u.in.silence.whn.u.r.not.ard
//.y.m.i.tinking.of.u.whn.i.told.myself.not.to.
//.wat.r.all.tis.suppose.to.b.
//.i.juz.carn.deny.tat.im.missing.u.badly.
//.but.im.sorri.i.carn.let.u.noe.how.i.feel.
//.im.too.weak.4.anitink.animore.
Zombie@10/03/2004 03:41:00 AM
Saturday, October 02, 2004'♥
...yawnz...
i nid help.
who's willing 2 b e kind soul n help mi.
haikz.
im gonna b dead.
feel so tired.
...yawnz...
Zombie@10/02/2004 03:57:00 PM